god...i fuckin hate this house. Ok so im going to the movies today right? So i put on a pink tank top with a white one underneath. And its my sisters. So im all "ok well im going over to brookes house now, and i start to leave and i get yelled at to put clothes on. Like ok what the fuck. heres my sistera the fattest fucking cow in the WORLD can wear it to the coast, yet IIIII cant wear it to the MOVIES wheres its dark. it pisses me off so much. shes like..what...11 and she can wear whatever the hell she wants cuz shes FAT. yet i cant wear HER clothes> But everyone still tells me to put something "bigger" on. It makes me so mad. and now i look like shit and uhhhhh fuck it. I hate this dayum place

TOday was a great day...thats all i have to say

Later Kiddos

Har Har Har! Today was a guh-raaaaaaaaaate day. Yep yep. I saw all the people that i love again. Saw a very *hot* guy...((new kid named chris...)) and yes!! Today has definitley been a 10 =) i havent been this happy...in...a couple weeks or so!!!! haha! yes but theres always a downside to my happyness. liiiiike, jordon, i know thats not nice, but im just scared of whats gonna happen. Like ya, hes talking to jen now er whatever and hes gonna "get everything worked out" *rolls eyes* ya thats what alot of guys say, thennnnnn im left sad er mad er sum other unhappy feeling. Im really starting to believe that NOTHINGS ever gonna turn out for me. Not now. Not ever. But Oh well, i'll deal with it. I have been for the past couple years =)...Sooooo kiddos.. Im going to takes my tasty Sierra Mist and go find sumtn fun ta do to keep my mind off these disturbing things sumone email me n lemme know what i shud do =)